Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Winter Break Blog Up

Now Playing: Landon Pigg - Falling In Love At A Coffee Shop


Hmmm, so I haven't blogged for a while now! Well lets see. Break is finally here, and It's pretty awesome. I'm pretty stress free, after my birthday party. It seems like everything is going for the better now. The birthday party was hella stressful, but in the end, it was fun! Sorry if i didn't invite some people! I was really limited. It was fun though. I realized that day how much i love my family and friends. I think if I were a girl, I would actually cry. Damn, it was awesome.

Christmas is in about 10 minutes, but it'll probably christmas one i submit this blog. What do you do on Christmas anyways, other give out presents? Seems pretty plain. Anyways, I can't wait. Alot of things are around the corner, and I look forward to New Years especially. Woo! :]

Friday, December 12, 2008

Mucho Sicko

Now Playing: The Pussycat Dolls - I Hate This Part


FAIL. I am sick. Everyone is basically sick. Stupid cold. It's been killing me, so much so that I missed zero period for the first time today. Just great! Also, there's a concert assembly tomorrow! I cannot sing. Ugh dammit.

Yesterday was just...tiring and wild. Everything strangely came out for the best, except for some certain things. It was hella awesome, and now I'm looking forward to winterball! Woohoo!

I was talking to steven the other day in class, when he mentions a duct tape dress. I was a little confused, but when he explained it to me, I got really interested. Basically, there is a contest where people have to make prom dresses out of duct tape. I googled it and saw the dresses. It's amazing what some people can do on their free time. You can check it out at . I want to try :).

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

The Cold is Coming

Now Playing: Maroon 5 - Won't Go Home Without You

So many people are getting sick recently, and I have a feeling I'm going to catch it pretty soon. So far I only have a sore throat, which slightly affects my singing. I hope tomorrow won't be affected by this, because tomorrow is the winter concert. I've been spamming the vitamin C pills everyday to build up my immune system. I wonder if it actually works.

Also! Tomorrow isn't just important because of concert. I'm asking someone to winterball tomorrow! woo. Hopefully she doesn't read this before tomorrow! :P.

Now. Changing subjects. Cindy brought up something that hasn't struck me recently until today. We sat in her car waiting for the red light to change, when she said, "You know, you only have about two weeks". I didn't know what she meant at first, but eventually, I got the hint. She was talking about 2nd semester ASB. So the question for myself is..."Should I run for ASB Vice-President with Cindy next semester?". I'm pretty sure If I do, I would most likely run as vice-president, because It's much less stressful, and throughout my partnership with Cindy, I had always took the higher role. Now is her turn.

I've been debating about this for the past year now, and I seem to be clueless still. On the positive side, if i run, I will live senior year with no regrets. I will look back upon this year and say, I made the most out of it. I experienced the pinnacle of success within ASB, and I will graduate with the recognition of being Vice President. I will have the opportunity to organize events and present new ideas to the table, and compared to other positions in ASB, I will have the ability to make certain changes.

However, theres alot of negatives to this position as well. First of all, I will be doing announcements, which I will hate, because people will hear my voice every day. I will also be required to stay after school and stay obligated to the club. Certain events require me to go certain places, and I might not be able to get there without driving. I hope I get my car soon. I will have to coordinate with Mrs. Bobadilla in a much more personal level, which will be a challenge, maybe at first. The actions I make will be seen school wide as well. With this new obligation, comes much more work, and much less free time. I might not be able to participate in the musical this year. The final negative of course, if my collaboration with others. (Cindy should know this). It is a proven fact that every time I work with Cindy in a leadership position, We will end up arguing and possibly hating each other at the end of it. This has happened sophomore year, as well as junior year. So the question of whether or not I would risk the friendship I have with Cindy or not also comes up.

This is a difficult subject. I am still clueless, and I've been pushing this question aside for a whole year now. Today, I talked to Donald about it, and he felt that I should go for it. It is true that I am seeing the little problems in the position, but I am still afraid. I have two weeks. Whether I decide to jump off the cliff, or get killed by the wolf known as regret, is entirely up to me. Two weeks. Two weeks of much debating.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Trust is Priceless

Now Playing: The Fray - Look After You


Wow, so I wouldn't expect this to happen. You know how you'd think that all those childish things that troubled us, such as trusting people to not tell your secrets, are thing of the past after high school? Well, I guess it's not true for me. Today, I have realized how immature people are still, and how trust should be something someone gains only through hard work. Recently, I seem to have lost a good amount of people who I can trust. Those who I have lost connection with seemed to just be simple friends that I would joke with, but never tell serious matters to. As of right now, there is only 3 trustworthy people in my life (family not included).

Right now, my senioritis is kicking in. I don't want to go to school, and I especially do not feel the need to socialize with friends, except for a few. It is true how they say "it gets better after high school", and basically, I am waiting for the time to come. What i dread the most out of senior year is also my lasting impression on the school. I have half a year to survive, and make sure I do not do something stupid to end up regretting senior year. Sorry about the cliche "I hate high school" attitude on this blog, but I am pretty pissed right now.

If i have anything to learn from today, It's the value of trust. I have decided to analyze the situation carefully before saying anything. By the way, the song is really ironic. 'Look After You'. Hah.

Monday, December 1, 2008

. . . Now What, Senioritis?

Now Playing: Must Be Dreaming - Frou Frou


I just submitted my UC apps on Friday...or rather Saturday Morning. I applied to Berkeley, Los Angeles, San Diego, Irvine, and Santa Barbara. During the last minute, I applied to Cal State Los Angeles. The majors seem really diverse, and I have no clue which one I should choose. I chose economics in most of the colleges, unless there's an architecture major available. Chances are, I'm going to change majors during the GE part of my college life. For now, I am just waiting for the acceptance, which is hella scary.

So is this when senioritis is supposed to kick in? I kind of feel like it is, but then again, I was lazy since sophomore year. The semester isn't over yet either, so I still have to focus on maintaining my GPA for now. After Thanksgiving break, everything seems much more relaxed, although midterms are coming up. Let's hope I don't get hit hard with Senioritis anytime soon.

Sixth Period now is my worst class ever. :{