Saturday, July 25, 2009

Stream of Consciousness

Well, you heard of 'stream of consciousness' in your high school english class before right? It's when you just write about whatever comes to mind at the moment. I find it a good way to analyze your self as well as pass time. I shall try it on this blog post. Many of this may not make sense, so here we go.

Theres an itch on my foot. I would scratch it, but it'll only itch more. Berkeley dorm life is going to be nice. A balcony and restrooms. Wow. Hmmm, that means only 3 people will use my restroom. Interesting. Well, I am rather hungry right now. Ugh, but its late. That means I have to cook, and it's not healthy. Eff it, I won't eat. OMG, Nobody by Wondergirl's is stuck in my head. Damn them Koreans. Their dancing and music are all so superb. I wish i could join a dance crew in Berkeley. Dude, if I do, I probably would need to know some dance routines to audition. I don't know crap. The good ones can probably windmill and all that junk. I wish I could dance like that. I need a way to express myself. Drawing is one way. I would sing, but my voice is horrible. How did I get into choir? I mean, I sing mediocre. I can't reach falsetto anymore either. Ugh. I wish I was a countertenor. That would be awesome. Man life sucks. I wish I was living a life focused in arts and music. I need a good medium to express myself. Hmmm. Berkeley classes will be hard. Oh god, why am I thinking about Berkeley already!? I'm leaving in a month. Oh my god. That means I will only see those people I hang out with for one more month. What am I to do when they leave? My whole life is starting anew. Its like a new season of a series. New friends. New life. I'll be alone more often than before. Im...done.

Hmmm, that didn't turn out as fluidly as I thought it would. I guess I can't change what thoughts come out of my head. Okay finish and post! Analyze in another day.

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