. . .

I can't sleep. I can't eat. I feel like vomiting. My hands keep shaking. My eyes are growing bags under them, and I can't think properly. I failed my quizzes. I don't really care. I am so confused. I am afraid. I am mad. I am sad. I just feel lifeless. Why does it have to be this way. How did it happen so quick. I don't want it to be this way. I don't want any of this. I want to change what I said. I want to change that day. I didn't want you to say those things. I hate myself. I can't barely get passed each day. I just dont want to lose her. I can't lose her.

I just can't.